Damn unlucky today. Start of the chemistry lab lesson got scored for badly done report and I have not an idea why I did it wrongly. The teacher had not return me my paper. Then I was called out to tell him my answer and how to find out about the cations and anions. Utter bad luck. Haiz. Don't like one to one with teachers, scary. Especially lab. I get panicky in lab. This one to one thing felt like an interrogation. Haiz. I was panicking while standing there. It must had being very obvious, he said I was very stressed. Ya, I know this is for my own good. It did help, but, it felt like humiliation to me. Haiz. This must sound like the end of the world but haiz I always make small things look very important. I am paranoid. Yes, and pretty good at it.
Enough of it.
There is also the upside. Today is the breaking and dropping of lab equipments day. Eunice broke three test tubes and she had herself covered with ammonia. She is very proud about it and boast to every person who happens to pass by her.About the ammonia part I am not to sure. Sook Hui broke one and someone in front of us broke another one. And we can very well conclude that the already near bankruptcy school, is about to declare itself bankrupt.
Since we are talking about the school, I recently found out that the school was not run properly. An outside teacher said that there was once she was supposed to come to my school to give a course to the teachers, she called the school about having a room ready for the course on that day itself. And guess what the school said. "I'm sorry, the teachers are not free today." Come on! How can something like this happen? If the person did not say that I would not had known about the state of the school. I am not here criticizing about the school but to show that it is really sad that you find your school in such a state. What will others people think about the school? Haiz.
